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Mom called tonight and wanted to know if Vernon would wear some of Dad's shirts. She is trying to pack some of them up. It's such a double edged sword. When Grandpa died Gram gave Vernon some of his things and it was comforting to see him wearing them and remember Grandpa....I don't know if I am ready for that yet though with Dad. I just don't know. I feel guilty when I don't think about him and feel ok. Then I think about him and can't stop crying because I realize it's been a while (hours) since I thought about him and I feel guilty. So I cry more. Sometimes I feel like I can't catch my breath it hurts so badly. I feel like my heart is being ripped from my chest. There's so many things this spring that Dad will miss. Luke's tee-ball. Rach's entertaining.
Counseling appointment is Wednesday. I hope it helps me.
